Hey Everyone, Long Time No See [22 Jan 2005|10:50pm] [ mood | Exotic and Erotic ] [ music | Horde of Locusts - Joe Satriani, Heavenly Perverse - Borgir ] Hey everyone. Well I jus got off my 2 week grounding. Man was it painful, I've never been grounded in my life, but oh well. So yeah, this weekand was pretty crazy. Got really fucked up last night and now I'm jus listenin to some awesome music. Joe Satriani is one of the greatest guitarists of all time. IF u can, Download the song Horde of Locusts. Good shit *thumbs up* News - Met one of the greatest girls ever and am falling head over heels cause I cant stop stairing at her. lol. I now have an LJ, so uh... yeah check it out. or something. David and Courtney are united. *what a suprise* lol Jonathan is still sexy. Hahahahaha. The band's third song is nearly complete The band's gig is scheduled in about a month at the Cobalt, so check it out. Quote of the Day - "That would explain the giggling I hear when I'm whackin in the back room." Well I'm outa here. <3 Tara. 8 tasted death

What the Hey? [09 Jan 2005|09:36pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | None ] So today sucked ballz. Why? Cause it's the last day of the Break and all I did was HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK! :( But whatever. I'm gonna miss stayin up till 4 or 5 and waken up at 1. But what I WONT miss is THIS WHETHER!!! WOO, I LOVE OVERCAST!!!!!! So yeah. Quote of the day - "What channel dude?!? What channel!?!" Well Comment. Ima outa here. 2 tasted death

Sadness and Quotes [08 Jan 2005|12:23am] [ mood | Sad, Depressed, and Alone ] [ music | None ] "Fear, Pain, Hatred, Power. This is the art of Ruin." "You're so fucking stupid, you'll never understand." "This is the Resolution." "When they came within our borders, we lit em up." "Compassion will fail." "I hate you." "Love's not just a feeling, it's something you do." "Life will find a way." "You're gonna die." "Forgiveness is not an option." "I love you." "She was my bitch." "The fiends have gagged a generation of pacified fools." "Your rebellion will be the death of you." "A kiss for luck. Stay beautiful." "I'm going to get the head." "Recalling all your sins." "Stoners are soo hot." "Pull what out?" "I'm an S.I.T." "Beauty is given to those willing to recieve it." "Even under your diabolical mind of destruction, you're still just a nympho." "Computers piss me off." "I am leading a rebellion against AOL and all of its kind." "My god, you're soo stoned." "I'll show you life." "There are worst things out tonight than vampires." "Take a look around." "She was born, born in A Burial Gown." "You must have stole over 50 dollars worth of stuff!" "How can you love me??" "I can't stop thinking about you." "Sleep tight my angel." "You're just like all of your little friends..." "Just fuck me." "This is a dead issue." "Goldfish rock my socks." "Soda makes me have a hardon!" "L is for Living, O is for Overated, V is for Vague, and E is for Everything else." "What channel dude?!?!?" "Fuck you man!" "... like girl scouts." "I'm fuckin tripple pac!" "I got a trunk full of heroin! Get the fuck outa my way!" "He's bonier than a skeleton." "I bet she shags like a minx." "I will fuckin kill you." "My mind contains the innermost thoughts of... my mind..." "I FUCKIN HATE YOU!" "God, he just doesnt understand." "It's not me, it's you." "You couldn't fuck if your life depended on it." "I am so a good tap dancer!" "Let's just drop this." "Live, Love, Burn, Die." "Mate, Feed, Kill, Repeat." "Rinse and repeat." "Did you wet your hair before applying the shampoo?" "Look at that old gieser." "GOD DAMN YOU'RE STUPID!" "As it tucks you in with Bloody Kisses." "I'd rather rape you than fuck you voluntarily." "You're a fuckin asshole." "So long and goodnight." "Death creeps every corner." "It isn't going to work out..." "We're two totally different people." "I know why you plague yourself." "Find me wrapped in glass and slowly soaked in lime." "Decapitation of Liberation." "We all got left behind." "You're fuckin yourself up." "You hate me." "And still you feed them." "Infidel." "This is the End of All Hope." "Pray for mercy." "Hope I kill you quickly." "With no where to go." "I can't stand your fuckin shit." "You killed it." "I still don't know what I'm suppose to do." "Liberate my madness." "Find the cage decayed with rotten bone." "Smash the face of whom you hate." "If this isn't about a beautiful sexy porn star I'm hangin up.." "I just don't understand why you'd try to kill yourself." "I'm sorry I'm ugly." "You have been saved." "When you pry it from my cold dead fingers." "If you hang up, I will kill you." "Cry for me baby." "It's so predictable." "Newb." "I can't describe this hate." "Her tits are so fuckin big!" "She's the sluttiest woman alive." "Throw it, watch what happens." "Guns are for fags." "What homie?" "Would you get the fuck out of my face?" "I can't take it anymore!" "Your needled skin cuts what bits of skin I have left." "I don't hate you, I just despise you." "You're soo crazy." "I love your penis." "I'm not goin down there anymore." "I almost died cause you had to be a fuckin moron!" "Why are you sleepin with that hore anyway??" "He's scaring the shit out of me." "SUPRISE!" "Welcome to Chili n Such." "Open your ears jackass." "Just let me suck it a little more." "I wanna see that one again!" "Candy is dandy, but Liquor is quicker." "You're a fuckin faggot." "It's the site of you I despise." "Your voice is like a million nails scraping metal." "I love Christmas!" "It feels like landing on a field of knives." "It's a gift." "Sometimes I feel like I just want to strangle you!" "This is the end." "Friends come and go, but girls come around once in a life time." "Bros before hoes." "You're all going to die down here." "Target sited." "Parting is such sweet sorrow." Now get the fuck out of here you cunt. I hate this fuckin place. death

I Don't Sleep... [07 Jan 2005|02:08am] [ mood | Kwazy in Love ] [ music | Forest, ATWA, Aerials - System of a Down ] Today. Another day in this cycle of days that pass like the breeze through ur hair. It's quick, better catch it before it flies by and is gone forever. Isnt it wierd to think that way? Basically, this day, today, will never happen again in eternity. Isnt that crazy? So anyways, back to subject. Today, I did nothing. As I do almost every day. I stayed home thinking and thinking. Playing Starcraft, and thinking some more. Ever since wednesday that just passed. (And will never pass again) I've been thinking. About what I really want. What I desire, WHO I desire. Im hungry. Be right back. *Getting Honey Bunches of Oats* BEST CEREAL. O GOD, it was so tight, on Tuesday, Me, Jonathan, Austin, and Loren chilled at Loren's house for band practice and finished another song. That's 2 songs in 2 DAYS! so anyway, then later on we went over to austin's and chilled waitin for sarah, taylor and luis to come over. And while we were waiting I found a FAMILY SIZE BOX OF HONEY BUNCHES OF OATS! It was sooo crazy. We were all sooo hungry, so first austin brought us up some chicken, MY GOD IT WAS ORGASMIC. Then we ate BOWLS AND BOWLS of Honey Bunches of Oats. WHICH WAS ALSO ORGASMIC. Until we could eat no more. Then we just hung out and stuff. I chilled with Taylor in Austin's room while Austin and Sarah slept in Ryan's room. Me and Taylor jus talked and stuff.*No we did not do anything, Taylor's man is Luis* But Eventually I jus fell asleep at 2:00 and woke up around 12 feelin like I had a Hangover. But anyway. Then we all got up and chilled on Austin's roof for a while. Then I had to leave and walk ALL THE WAY to David's house all by myself.... But Austin was kind enough to give me 5 twixs' for my journey. Once I got to David's, we left to see COURTNEY and VICKY. Though it wasnt the greatest day ever, I'll admit it was fun. <3 Courtney. So now, I sit here. Prayin for those dear to me. Praying to be able to get some fuckin sleep. But most of all, Praying for, the One. My One. Quote of the day - "My God, You're so stoned!" Well... Ima outa here 1 tasted death

Life's Flaws [06 Jan 2005|01:46am] [ mood | Shitty ] [ music | Nymphetamine Fix - Cradle of Filth ] Life's flaws. Choice, Fate. Today, I may have made some mistakes that are too regretable to bare. Love, it's uncertainty to me. Unsaught territory that always ambushes me as I step into its grounds. Sometimes u think u've found somethin but it doesnt turn out bein the thing u thought it was. Special? Maybe. Maybe not. So anyways, things I have to say. Vicky - I'm sry, there's nothing else I can say. Courtney - A kiss for luck. Stay Beautiful. David - That was pretty funny when we were chillen at the light before I left. HAHAHA So... life's flaws? I might know one that most people know too. Take a guess what it is.... Well Im outa here. 3 tasted death

Today, O, and Jonathan is a She-He. WOOOOPS. [28 Dec 2004|07:48pm] [ mood | Felt of Wasted Time ] [ music | *Movie* Bowling for Columbine ] Just kidding, Jonathan's not a she-he. So, today. I didnt really get to write anything yesturday cause I chilled at Aj's all day and then slept over to only wake up at 7:30 and walk to Burger King in the FREEZING rain. Then, we watched Chappelle and I took an hour nap. To only wake up and have to get a ride from Aj's grandma to meet up with Michael and go to this chic's house cause Aj was goin over to his girl's house to fuck her. lol, o that Aj. It was kind of uh... how should I say, boring and a waste of time goin to the girl's house, but whatever. Then we went to the AMC to meet up with Sydney to only find out she cant go. *GAY* So we walked back to Michael's house. I guess that pissed off his dad cause he was goin CRAZY. So we went upstairs and I just sat down doing nothing. I called up my pappy and he came up to get me. So uh... that's my day. I miss Courtney and hope she's havin fun. Me and David is gonna walk 3 hours to see her next Tuesday. lol, David, Dont wry, IT'S ALL GOOD. Vicky, I hope u feel better and cant wait to see u whenever I see u. hahaha. Jonathan, the answer to ur question is no, I am not a bi-sexual. *Though I know u wish I was* ................................................................Jus playin. David, ...... jam, jam jam............................. JAM DAMNIT!!!!!!!! And so yeah, I would also like to thank my dearest Justyna for making this whole "LJ" thing possible. O i love her so and hope her and Robert have a great.... relationship? So... yeah. Well I'm outa here. 5 tasted death

The Party [26 Dec 2004|05:39pm] [ mood | Strange.... ] [ music | Duality - Slipknot ] Well I went to my uncle's house for a party. I dont know why we came back when we're gonna go back out later to Ken of Japan. But anyways. Today was jus whatever. I wanted to go chill at Michael's house but my dad said no cause we had to go to a party. So we went down there for about an hour or 2 and left to come home. I dont know why. Then I asked about goin to david's and my dad still said no cause he is like that..... But I gonna chill with Michael tomorrow. And uh, then I dont know what will happen. But anyways, I goin to Ken of Japan later. YES!! So new entry should be up afterwards. Peace. 3 tasted death

Merry Christmas....? [26 Dec 2004|01:16am] [ mood | Fuckin Shitty God Damnit ] [ music | Surfacing - Slipknot ] Well... I must say, I've never felt so lonely and sad on a christmas. I feel this way for many reasons I will share with u now... First off... My mom, I love her so much, I mean, she gives me everything I own, from my clothes to my fuckin awesome drums. And now... she's suffering more than ever. She cant work cause her leg's broken, she got 1 fucken present on christmas... from me. :-D I mean, I pray she'll get stronger, imagine, haven to suffer never-ending pain during the "Happy Holidays..." Second off, I've been notified of my annoyiority towards my fellow peoples. I talk too much... It's a problem I've had since the beginning of time. I like to talk... so fuck me. I like to talk to Courtney, my secretive love that I can never speak of cause my good buddy David claims for her to be his eternal Love. Sux ass... cause Courtney, along with Brittnay, seems to be the only girl that understands me. Someone I feel like I can talk to forever. It seems like it woulda been perfect. I guess I was too late. But I cant complain. I'm happy for David and her, I hope they live Happily Ever After. Thirdly... presents. Things... given to u, as a GIFT, something that comes from the heart. U accept them, but u know full heartedly that the gifts suck cock. Especially when u're too poor to afford the gifts u really want. So know this, be thankful if u got what u wanted. Cause after telling u what I have now. I'd have to say this is the shittiest Christmas I've ever had... And it only gets worse. So, to those who say I annoy them... all I can say is ignore me. Cause I dont know what the fuck to do with my life, I dont know how the hell to please u. Do what u want. Sry, sry I cant be what U want me to be. So to all the folks at home... Merry Fuckin Christmas. 1 tasted death

[24 Dec 2004|08:07pm] [ mood | What? ] [ music | Sixpounder - Children of Bodom ] Hey everyone, what's up. Well, today was pretty chill, but I mean hell, it's Christmas Eve, and that means PRESENTS tomorrow. I'm hopin to get stuff for my drums. anyways, so today, I woke up round 11:30 cause I was up till 4 talkin to courtney. <3333 So, woke up, got ready, went to Michael's house and chilled for a while. O yeah, I was freaked as fuck cause his dad knew me, michael, and Jonathan had ladies and shit in his house while he was gone. So I had to do this apology and I was freaked out until right after his dad started laughin and shit. But then later, dad picked me up and we went to Jonny's house so I could pick up some cds and say hey. I was worried Jonathan's dad would mention the thing at Michael's, but luckily he didnt. Sooo, me and Jonathan hung out and I got my cds. Shortly after, we left and went to Ralph's. By the way, as much as I love my dad, sometimes, he can be the biggest dick wad in the world. Especially when he's drunk. The problem is, he's drunk almost 24/7, so I mean, u know, he's almost always a dick. Buuuut, today he was oook, until he kept bitching to me after Sydney told me she was gonna smoke me out on my birthday because it's on 4/20. So all-in-all, today was alright. Didn't get to talk to toooo many people, but whatever. Quote of the Day - "I may be ugly and smelly, but in the dark, I'm just... smelly." Well, I'm outa here. Peace. 2 tasted death

Today [23 Dec 2004|09:23pm] [ mood | Desiring of Sex ] [ music | I Believe - Joe Satriani ] Well, today was alright. I talked with Brittnay for a while. She's so chill. Then I worked some more on my songs and shit, I'm STILL waiting to meet up with David so we can get our shit goin. Then I played some Starcraft for a while. Owned the shit outa these stupid fags. Thought they were all bad ass, anywho. Then I listened to some Music and shit. The Exit Signs recorded their "demo" but no offense to them. It was very low quality. They could do better. Anyway, James, U're the best. Brittnay, Justyna, and Sydney, <3333 Jonathan, HOW DARE U ACT LIKE U CARE ABOUT ME AND JUST DROP ME LIKE THAT!! Jp, stay cool. 8-) And for the rest of u out there, have a Happy Holiday. Unless ur Jewish and alrdy celebrated Hannukuh, all I can say is, hope ur happy with what u got. Song of the now - Overcast - Trevan McClure :) Well I'm outa here. 2 tasted death

Today [22 Dec 2004|09:01pm] [ mood | Shitty ] [ music | Leapers Among Us - Dimmu Borgir ] Today was an alright day. I did basically the same thing I do every day. If anyone's heard, me and Sydney didnt work out. I guess no one's heard but whatever. So I worked on some more of my songs. Hopefully sooner or later me and David are gonna get together and prepare our shit for our demo thingy to give to all the ladies. All-in-all, today sucked cock. But there's always tomorrow. Peace. 1 tasted death

I have a livejournal [07 Dec 2004|10:32pm] [ mood | shitty ] [ music | Zombie Land ] I have a livejournal... now again. Anyways, today, a usual day. HUng out with some people, worked on some songs, practiced my drums. Love is a bitch... cause I aint getting any........ Song of the day - Another Dimension - Some crazy guy who is really crazy Well as they say, all roads lead to roam I'm outa here. 3 tasted death

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